I poured myself a scotch, and added a little water – when I turned back, she was bending to kiss him feverishly, working her mouth on his, and he wa...s fondling her naked breast, and I sat in an armchair at a slight angle, watching them. After a few minutes, he pushed her away, and she sat up, her breasts heaving.He grinned at me again. 'Now, what's all this about?'She grabbed his hand and put it on her bare thigh, and he turned his head towards her and kissed her heavy breast, briefly sucking. "I don't want you to go ... I'll miss you." Susan said sadly."I'll miss you too, big sister."I gave her a hug and another promise to be in touch. Then I left.I went to Tina's house and repeated the scene all over again. She wanted to slip away for a goodbye fuck but I declined. So with a hug and kiss I was away.Using my powers to help me get rides and avoid difficult questions, I hitchhiked up Hwy 530 into Little Rock. From there I was able to get a ride to Oklahoma City. It was getting late so. I then asked her, what is your definition of messing around? Her face turned red for a second. "Dad I'm not going to go into detail". I responded with its not a big deal, we can talk about this stuff. I won't be mad. I could see the look of relief on her face. "Well ok I guess if you won't be mad. I gave a guy a handjob." Well that was it. It was now out there. I knew my daughters sexual history. But the funny thing was, I wasn't mad. I wasn't upset I wasn't even embarrassed. I was a little. Mine was a life half in motion. A home half displaced. I didn't see Mark again that day, but I thought of him that night while I was laying on my little pull out bed, hand between my thighs and fingers sliding along my wet folds. Though he might not be attracted to the petite and pale type like me, I was certainly attracted to him. I imagined his solid body pressing against mine, our forms moulded together, moving not quite as one but in harmony. Thoughts of him straining beneath me, every.