I was enjoying the whole thing. Steve was dominant and I was submissive. We were both enjoying our roles."If you can get me off you can go" Steve sa...id. I did not want to go, so I didn't try very hard. Without realising at first, I was moving my hips back and forth. I was trying to rub my cock against his body. With this Steve squeezed my hands even tighter, rendering me even more helpless. I was well and truly over powered by him. He moved his face close to mine. I closed my eyes and. .." I know, Sean. You're wondering about yourself. I owe you my most abject apology. I wasn't strong enough to do my part. I was to do for you, what Jake's mother, did for him, but I didn't have the courage. Not until I was faced with coping on my own, after your father died. Besides needing comfort, I knew, that I had to start immediately, on what I had neglected, over the years. That's why I took you to bed, the night after Jake's funeral. I had taken the four days, between his death, and. I know it’s all worth it as I lower my head and take him into my waiting mouth. I struggle to take in the full length of him. I lick him and suck, using my hand to pump where I can’t reach. He tastes so manly, perfect. I shiver hard, thinking about having this hard appendage pounding in and out of my pussy. So I suck harder, changing the pace at irregular intervals. I intersperse the hard sucking with base to tip licking. I know he’s close because he’s writhing and cursing softly. I lick down. Drew took my hand in his."Stop apologising for your existence Sarah. Every time I meet you, youare sorry for something that isn't your fault." Drew; I lied to everyone. I lied to my friends and I lied to the man Iloved. I sometimes I think I really I am a freak," I cried.Drew pulled me to him and kissed me on the cheek."Don't you dare sat that! I loved you! I still love you!" he sighed.He pulled me to him and kissed me. Softly at first and thenpassionately."I still love you Sarah. I think.