"I guess you've gone further than me!" You've never.... ?" asked the red headed man."Oh, I've kissed a few men. One strong archer in particular. But I...haven't... I haven't been brave enough to do anything more. Yet."Jimmy grinned at his friend. "I haven't been brave. Just desperate. I....I like dressing up. I love being feminine. But clothes and makeup costmoney. So... so I've had to resort to taking money from strangers for afew favours, if you know what I mean."The ice had been broken. The two. I love your father very much and he loves me and we’re happy, but I hate his job…I hate that he goes off for months at a time and I don’t hear from him…I don’t know if he’s alive or dead or anything. I live in fear of the base Chaplain showing up at the fucking door on any given day, dammit.” Jill fidgeted, her foot kicking the dildo that was back on the floor again. “Your father loves his job though, and so what do I do? I put up with it and grit my teeth and hope for the best. I been lucky. After sometime my door got knocked, I opened the door. She was my bhabhi. She asked” didn’t u sleep yet Karan ?” I said no bhabhi (cos I could not sleep cos of my bhabhi) she said that she 2 could not sleep as her room’s tube light was fused(bhabhi usually sleep in light). She asked me whether she could sleep in my room. I said “why not bhabhi” then she move towards my bed and luckily we had only one blanket in my bed and we had 2 adjust with that. So we took it over ourselves and after. If anyone is truly beating themselves upabout this, it's me."I did understand but for different reasons. While her mind hasprogressed, mine has regressed. Things that I loved to do as an adultseem boring and stupid. It's not a drastic change or anything but enoughthat I've noticed things here and there since taking over Madison'sbody. So I can totally see her looking back on the actions she carriedout as a child and completely regretting every detail involved.This whole thing makes my head.