He did it all his life and was miserable. None of us knewand..." She started crying. I handed her some tissues. "He was myfavorite brother. We wer...e so close. I should have noticed something.He hung himself when he was around your age." She started crying again.I started too. "He didn't want to shame our family, at least that whathis note said. He hated himself and wanted to be free of his feelings. I don't want you to feel that way, Mel. If you need to change, then youwill. I want you. Jim just wants to be sure. He doesn’t want her to suddenly start to bleed again and be home where she couldn’t get help in time,” Lynn assured me.“So he is being overly protective of my little wife,” I said.“Our little wife, buster! Our little wife,” Lynn said firmly.That made me happy, after the episode with Erin and Blossom bonding so closely that Lynn felt left out of our marriage. I kissed her on the lips and stroked her beautiful bald head.“I’m going to see our wives. I’ll be back before. They're testing all the 38 caliber handguns this morning to see if there's a match or something similar. I was just going down to watch and see if they had any results." I followed Sanchez down into the basement firing range. They were firing a bullet from each of the policemen's guns to see if the rifling was a match or similar. Guns are bought in batches, and batches have similar grooving.Sanchez handed me a pair of ear protectors and a pair of safety glasses. As I was putting them on, he led. A minute of silence passed by then I heard something that sounded like kissing.Next I listened to muffled smacking sounds. I heard him blatantly say a turkish bath with a young couple feels refreshing for an older man like me.Then he whispered some words to her, but I wasn't able to understand anything again.I had no sight, because of the thick steam, I wasn't able to see my wife or him. A moment later I heard a sigh escaping from my wifes mouth.He said don't worry, every woman adjusted to it.