‘Horrible, like killing someone?’ As soon as he said it, he realized how stupid that was, given the four deaths he was responsible for. ‘Now… ...or before?’ ‘Before we…’ ‘Before doesn’t count. We’re together now, that’s all that counts. Enough said, all right?’ ‘Whatever it is, I don’t want to know.’ ‘OK,’ she said quietly, her head down. ‘Does he know about me or not? Would he really be THAT forgiving? I don’t know and God forbid, I don’t want to find out.’ ‘Let’s go for a walk, Cindy. I just…. Then there was our usual pattern of having sex once or twice a week, usually going to bed early so that we could get in a good workout and still get a good night's sleep. We had a solid sex life and it had settled down to a routine over the years. Again, that was how it had been but not for the past several months. We started to have sex less and less and then it was down to only on Saturdays. It happened so slowly that I didn't notice it but it began with the 'I'm awfully tired' or 'I have to. Couple of days later she calls back and says, Got the perfect idea an American style open day, i will advertise and send Bernice round and she can show people round.I wasn’t really listening then just thinking about Bernice tight cunt now.So Nicola says leave it with me, i will sort it all out and call you back with the details.So its all arranged for the sat after next, Nicola confirmed Bernice was going to be there and Susan & me got very excited at the thought. Anyway sat finally comes and. I went straight to the bar and got a few shots of whisky. Then I sat on a couch and started watching a gay movie that playing on the screen. After a minute or so I started rubbing myself over the towel. A guy sat right next to me and we started talking. He told about how horny he was and I told him about being married but how sexually bored I was. Then he went right to business and asked "and what are you looking for? are you top or bottom?" I thought about it for a second and answered "today I.