" Susie mused."I think you're turned on by the thought of fucking a teenage boy." I accused her."Well, I like the idea of being his first, and of cour...se boys that age have amazing stamina. But I also noticed that Toby was more concerned with my pleasure than the other two. They were quite selfish. I'm thinking that maybe the time to catch them is when they are younger and haven't formed bad habits. I like the idea of training them to be great lovers." She responded."So – it turns you on." I. Am penning is my own story happened when I went on-site. Professional people know more about this. This was my first unexpected surprise to me in the between earth and skyThe heroine of the story is siri (name changed ), I came early into the flight and after some time I saw a girl mid 18-19 years girl coming towards me after confirmation of her seat by enquiring air hostess.I really felt surprised by seeing her coming to occupy my immediate right side seat to me , actually I got the middle. Why my father would let me see such sickness, I don't know, but I love him for it. I know what it means to be a junkie, Joseph, how horrible it is and how seductive."I love you Joseph even if you are young and foolish and a man. I want to keep you from your demons, I want to save you from yourself, but I can't. But I can keep you alive if you'll let me. And I don't mean being some possessive bitch too insecure in herself to allow a man to be a man and be okay with it. I want you to be a man.. ’ ‘Oh, don’t worry about him,’ she assured me, ‘He’s snoozing in his chair in the den. Please, could you come by? Don’t make your old mum beg.’ ‘You’re not old, Mom,’ I said dutifully, ‘Okay, I’ll be by in about half an hour or so.’ I drove, only half paying attention to traffic, distracted by how the sky, which should be and was sunny, wasn’t half as bright as it should be, how the shadows themselves seemed darker than usual, and almost alive… alive? I wasn’t sure, but the shadows almost.