" As she said this she found she was not really looking at Jess but looking about the room. Dale looked at the trophies on the shelf on the wall acros...s from her - the photographs of some of her heroes that were signed and framed on the wall - the many books on nutrition and exercises and form. Dale realized that she was wandering in her thoughts and gave Jess a quick look. His gaze was intent, he appeared not to notice."I won Mr. San Diego when I was just seventeen years old."she said. Waise maine bahut socha to realise kiya ise yahin rehne do padhai ke liye. Ghar se door jaake ho sakta hai bigad jaye” Mom agreed with him and he winked at me. I understood that the deal was complete. Somehow taking money from him felt like that time when the street guy had given me money. I felt like a pimp, pimping my own mother to other men for sex.I spoke to Naveen in the evening and told him about what I felt. He smiled and said – “yaar its all normal. I have seen so many married women. . and what brings you to my humble abode?" Humble?" Billy made a point of looking around."Yeah well." I shrugged and took a big bite of my dinner."Cleo." Cleo?" I repeated. "She's not here." I know. She asked me to come over and check on you tonight. So..." Oh." I smiled. That was sweet of her."But looks like Travolta's got you covered." It was too quiet so turned up the music." I explained."Well that worked." Billy said grinning at me."Since you're here..." I began slowly."Yessssss?" Billy. A number of people lived there year-round in cabins. Many others traveled by RV and camped for weeks at a time. I made several friends the first day I was there. I was in my mid 40’s but most of the folks I visited with were older gentlemen. Since I was “unaccompanied” by a wife/girlfriend, most of the couples and families didn’t really feel they had much in common and didn’t come and chat much. People I spoke with were interested in my experiences at nudist resorts and beaches in Germany,.