He will take you three more times to teach you some basic positions and techniques."She must have seen the look of worry on my face because she smiled... again and said, "Don't worry, the hard part is over. You may encounter some soreness at the beginning, but after a moment or two you won't even notice it. There shouldn't be any more pain. And since you've done it before, the experience probably won't be quite as intense."They kept massaging me, occasionally turning me over to massage my back. Travis then suggested they go and get Daniel's camera from Mr Florseen's class but on arrival they realized the door was locked. So they went to the faculty lounge and asked him for the key pretending that Travis had left his inhaler in there and needed it for his asthma. So they got the key and went to get the camera from class. As they entered the classroom a light bulb was dimming and flickering at the same time. Travis kept a look out while Daniel got his camera from the desk and then. The weird thing that I always think about is that after that crazy passionate night and the ensuing weeks, if we were just normal single people there is no doubt that we would be dating and be together right now. So it’s really weird, because I feel like we’re denying all these feelings and it is miserable, but at the same time we can’t feel sorry for ourselves because we are involved with other people so we made our own beds. Unfortunately, Jay started being a whipped little bitch late. If my past actions were accurate predictors of the future, then the odds against it were very high. Still, though my hopes weren't certain, even seeing any slight possibility of working something out was preferable to what I'd been going through over the past week and a half.I spent the next hour up in that room, carefully rereading all those text messages, and listening to Leslie's voice pleading with me to call her. Pleading in the earliest messages, but, as the number of unanswered voice.