..” Bronwen set the bait as her voice trailed.Bronwen now had Jessy’s rapt attention.“Or what, Bronwen?”“Or I can introduce you to some coun...try fun.”“Exactly what do you mean by country fun?”Bronwen just kept looking into Jessy’s green eyes. Sometimes these new girls didn’t want to bend what they saw as the rules.“Let’s call it a country dare. Do you trust me?”Jessy kept Bronwen’s stare and thought a moment. “Should I trust you?”“Probably not.” Bronwen got up out of her seat and walked back. I was so very excited, I decided to read some stories the author recommended. Then I'd start to get ready. I was also going to feed my baby from his bottle for lunch so I would be very full of milk for Denise.I am a chicken! I totally chickened out with Denise, but I still wanted to try.I did nurse in front of her again and did not even try to cover up at all. I watched Denise as she stared at my breasts, she must have told me 10 times that I had beautiful boobs. I wanted to invite her to feel. How can you feel you are deeply loved while being whipped? I have no idea, but that was exactly how I felt.Somewhere in the last few days before I left, he quietly told me, if it weren't for the fact that I never wanted to marry, he would marry me in a heartbeat. I think for a few minutes my heart stopped beating, I did not breathe and the only thought my brain had was a repeating loop of his words, "I'd marry you in a heartbeat.”I cried on the morning I was to leave, on the drive to the plane. My finger touched pubic hair! I leaned down a little and looked as well as I could up the leg, but couldn't see anything! Nothing hanging! I was disappointed. I told him that a really wished he had asked me out, because I like being around him and things could have gotten good for a while. He didn't say anything and I looked up and could see him smiling in the near dark. He said 'And here we are!' in his deep voice and lifted his leg over my head and put it on the bench on my left, putting my.