Sure, he’s a threat, but if Merv leaves, he leaves. If he stays with me, good. There’s no point fighting something that just comes naturally. That...’s why I stopped fighting who I am and told myself, ‘What’s worse, getting some grief over doing what you love, or living in quiet desperation, as Thoreau warned against?’ I had my answer right then and decided to come out as gay ... I’ll still stay here, at least for now, but I might eventually move in with him or vice versa if he decides to retire,”. "I'lllet you know when your daughter makes the Honor Roll!" Betcha I get there first!" I offered as I took small bites of toastand sipped at my juice. Somehow I just wasn't in my usual hurry togobble down breakfast, must be that tape calming me down for the testtoday, I thought to myself.Mom smiled sweetly and patted me gently on the back. "We're sure youcan make it dear, it's Cindy we're worried about. Of course with thosetapes she may just pass you up!" Fat chance mom." I was suddenly. She wanted me to be her bitch and I was helpless to resist. Now I was panicking. Could I go through with it and dress up for her? I knew she had bought make-up for me. The noose was tightening.I got home Friday night to find packages on the kitchen table and my wife so excited she jumped into me arms kissing me passionately. “I am so excited” she gushed “let’s have dinner and then open your presents” she said “I have ordered dinner” and as she spoke the doorbell rang. She rushed to the door and. Looking in my wardrobe I decided on a dress and jacket today, selectedcream knit dress with a cowl neckline, lined in Satin, my jacket was abronze colour with a single button, then I changed my mind and picked ablack cardigan. (the woman in me) black kitten heeled shoes and nudetights.After slipping my pad into my knickers and dressing I was ready, I wentand got my breakfast, I had just sat down when my phone went, it wasKylie who said if it was ok by us, after the 'interview' at work her.