Victoria smiled. "Well done, I loveyou, Sissy."Sissy. Sissy. It burned in my brain, it hurt. She saw my face."Sorry, I was just joking, I'm sorry...."I was at my own office that day, above Julie's salon. I got on with mywork but I was aware of the panties and that Victoria had called me asissy. I realised that she was joking, but a guy wearing women'spanties is called a sissy. I also know that I liked the feeling likedthe effect and that if that made me a sissy so be it. It wasn't like. You the pregnancy itself didn't scare me . If you haven't guessed ,so far not knowing who the father is , whose seed i was carrying got me feeling sick. Yes i hear you , i shouldn't have been cheating , i should have been careful , should use protection. Yes I know i sucked and fucked without care and it was quite fun when it lasted and now karma had come to bite me in the ass. In past 3 months or so I started out with my cook and his friend. Of course my husband had no clue about it but we did. What I didn’t know, was he was a firearm enthusiast. He went on about his different guns, competitions, etc. and asked if I’d like to go shooting with him; I was never one for shooting, but I thought what the hell. Ward was happy to hear me say I would go, and we made plans to do some shooting Saturday. I asked him how well he played pool. He responded by telling me, “I’m The Best”. I laughed and said, “Well let’s head down stairs and see.” Ward and I helped each other dress and made our way. ”‭I tried to walk over to Sarah’s backpack but had to hold me somewhere several times until my legs stopped to shake.‭“Sure. You can watch. I saw you and it would be bitchy not letting you.”‭“You are soo sweet.”‭Finally I got her bag and found her little vibrator.‭“Sarah I have a better idea. Please don’t freak out but why you don’t let me play with you a bit? I know exactly what is good and what not.”‭Once again Sarah looked at me with a worried face. “I... I don’t know... isn’t this illegal?.