I couldn't find the willpower in me to fall asleep.Morning came and so did the classes. I picked up my ragged backpack, barely found the strength to c...lean myself up after spending hours on my terrace smoking Luckies. If my thoughts had a way to become audible the entire building where I lived would have came down. Step by step I walked a kilometer or so to my college, entered the classroom, and sat right next to her. Her eyes spoke to me, and I finally had the courage to ask her out under the. He turns me round and pushes me towards the settee I feel his strong hands on my shoulders I walk fearful of what he will do if I resist he turns me round and pushes me on the settee I close my legs and try to curl up but he kneels before me places his hands on my knees and opens my legs exposing me to his gaze I place my hands between my legs to cover myself but when he says move them I do he moves in closer and sniffs a murmur of approval comes from his throat and he looks up to look me in. It was too much, honey. Too much."He patted her head. "Okay, we'll cut out if you like. It was... well, I started to say it was damned exciting, but I guess you don't think so. I..." No, no," she said quickly. "I thought it was terribly exciting. My goodness, I never experienced anything as exciting as that. I just couldn't stand it. I thought I'd faint if I stayed there another second." Come on," he said, taking her by the arm. "We'll get back in the car and go home."They walked to the car and. At least, in the bedroom. He's going on twenty-six years old. I miss his cock. How could I forget the next oldest son, Samuel. That had been an eye-opening experience for me. A few months back he and his new girlfriend had visited. That was Sandy, his half Japanese lover. I had heard an odd noise in his room down the hall. I stumbled into something that was a treasured memory now. Sandy was his Mistress and we both had some fun whipping his ass for him. He loved it. We all made love, of course..