I had experienced thethrill of being a girl, as well as experiencing many of the problemsgirls face in the world from uncaring men and boys. I have ne...verforgotten that summer, nor the stimulating feeling of being a girl. Tome, it seemed natural.I took Mrs. Cooney up on joining the Police Departments Boys Clubprogram, and met some other boys; I tried, not too successfully, tostrengthen my arms and shoulders and become stronger. I was now engagedin boy stuff exclusively, helped along by my Uncle. So first things first i made sure i registered myself to begin a bussiness. Then i began to write a new website on my server, and the content would be me! I hear you think…….what kinda money you could make with yourself? Well to understand this i have to tell you this little secret , don’t wory soon it woudn’t be a secret anymore. I myself always lived life with his double feelings i had that sort of messed up my way of life or how i felt fysically. Regurlarly i had to give an image to this. Please come save me and I will makeit worth your while." This was translated into Korean, Chinese, Japanese,Spanish, Russian as well as a few other languages. Wherever a bidder wascoming from, the message was translated. The message was mostly true asJo Lin met some other women that she fancied but the rest of the messagewas just to get bidders fired up so they would want to teach her alesson. I assured her that I would make sure she ended up in the UnitedStates with the freedom to do as she. I am just your oasis.’ Amber looked at me in a very intense way. ‘Is that what you think?’ she asked. I was completely out of my league. I didn’t understand women at all and mothers were even farther out there. I folded into myself, trying to devise an answer that made sense. I gave up and told her what I knew. ‘I love you,’ I replied, ‘I’m just not worthy of you.’ That was as close as I could get. There was no way to explain the obvious to someone who didn’t understand. Amber was silent as.