Meine Eltern würden wenn sie könnten…aber sie sind auch arm. Ich komme nunmal aus einer Arbeiterfamilie.Das ist eben auch der Grund gewesen warum ...mich diese Anzeige so ansprach. Soviel Geld für ein paar Wochen. Das war für mich eine Riesensumme. Ich musste es einfach versuchen. Und da die Examen und Klausuren noch in weiter Ferne waren könnte ich mir sogar die 4 Wochen leisten. Ja, ich wollte dort anrufen. Meine Entscheidung stand fest. Wenn ich auch von Anfang an ein recht seltsames Gefühl. I stripped them off and started for the shower. Before I got there I decided to make coffee so I could have a cup as soon as I finished cleaning up. I was standing at the kitchen counter when I heard the patio door slide open. I turned toward the sound and heard a gasp. I felt my heart leap with fear then I felt my face heat up. Glenda was standing in the door staring at my naked form.Glenda turned away from me and began stammering. She said, "OH GOD! I'm sorry Stan. I should have knocked but I. . they wouldn't listen when I told them about the puppies ... or the things he did to cats."Charles wouldn't do that. Your father was an honorable man," the townspeople would reply.Don't talk to me about honor ... he was a lawyer.Maybe it was me who was dead and I was in a reincarnation cycle. I have to keep coming back until I get the father I should have had. That can't be right. Maybe it's him that's coming back and ... makes my head ache thinking about it.During the War, farm equipment was. I step past him and out of the shower, intending to lead him to the bedroom when his hands are on my hips again, stopping me in my tracks and unbalances me slightly. In front of me are the steps to the bath, and I place my hands on the top step to steady me. I don’t even have time to straighten up, when he forces himself inside of me. Even through my wetness, he has to push hard and deep to get all of him inside me, his hands pulling my hips back towards him. He pulls out of my slightly, and I.
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