As for now Benjamin still had more riding to do.Mavis came into his room with a bottle of water and gave him a drinkthrough a straw. The horse sat on ...a large plastic sheet to catch anybody fluids. Benjamin was not allowed any bathroom breaks and would peewhile riding. The urine he was forced to sit in would only add to thediscomfort and the humiliation.There was an adorable pink party dress hanging in the corner of theroom. It was a child's dress with short puffed sleeves and a tie thatwent. To her mind, the clever use of modern materials to maintain the schoolgirl image was very well done. In different circumstances Gerry would have won an award for design. When they had guests, Tom made her wear the collar without the rope, at other times too he would have removed it and Kim was sad that he had not truly understood Gerry's ideas.She had learnt that you did not cross Tom. So far her adventures had not been unpleasant though sometimes painful, but she had expected that as a price. It is much larger than any other man I have been with before.” “Wait, I thought you were supposed to be a virgin.” “Oh right, I forgot for a moment. Yes, you are the first person I have ever had relations with. I have been saving myself for someone special and deep down I knew that person was my own brother.” “Of course, you didn’t realize that until the day of my 18 th birthday, which is today.” “Yes, of course.” First they had sex missionary style, and then after ten minutes they had sex. “Why, My Lord? Why shouldn’t I resign? My true calling is to be your property, your ... your slave. You own me now and I couldn’t be happier to be owned. You could have killed me last night. I couldn’t breathe; I was so scared. But I would have died for you. I would have died to make you happy. Why would you want me to continue to embrace this lie that I am some kind of strong heroic leader? Why would I want to live another moment of this flat, sexless life, when I can just give everything to.