..as if my thoughts had become jumbled together. I looked in themirror again then suddenly sat down on my butt and started crying.Rubbing at my eyes w...ith my little hands and tried to wipe my tears awaywith little success. I tried to contain the crying but I couldn't, nomatter how hard I tried. It was as if the transformation had wroughtchanges in both my heart and mind. I cried because I was so overwhelmed.Indeed the physical changes had wrought changes within me as well. I wasscared and I. . . . . . . .’ And if you want to know what I want to tell you, then you will have to Google the song and listen to it. Oh, Jessie, I am so sorry. I feel so responsible for what happened. As much as I wanted to be with you last night, And believe me, I WANTED to very much, I should have realized it was just a little too much, too soon, too fast. At times I can’t believe that we have known each other for barely over a month. And that yesterday morning was actually only the second time I have. "You? you are mymystery date? oh my god .... I can't believe this .... I thought you werejust passing by and saw me here," she uttered from a seemingly agitatedstate.I put my hand on hers and said "Maybe I should just go back home, I washoping for a more positive reaction," NO no no no no.... don't you dare leave me. I am .... I don't know what iam right now. But .... I just never expected in my wildest dreams .... ohmy god .... believe me .... this is a positive reaction .... very. One weekend when Margaret was out of town visiting her parents, we told Stacey that we would take them out dancing when Margaret gets back. There was a place that we'd heard of, and the three us could go scout it out that weekend.I told Robert that if it worked out, and we got Stacey drunk enough, he could fulfill his fantasy with her that night. I told him that if that didn't work out, then at least he could watch from the master bathroom as I fucked her. With that said we set up a large box.