That thought tortured him in ways he had never anticipated. Whatever he had to endure, whatever predicament he faced, Donald knew it was temporary, t...hat he had a home and a life to return to at the end of his “vacation”. His brain was conflicted. On some deep level, he wanted this to be his existence for life. His role in life, his true identity was an inferior pain pig. He wanted his owners to be proud of him, to be proud of how much pain he could take for them; he wanted them to enjoy. Its OK in most places for guys to get all the pussy they can with no derogatory names attached to them. I fact, sometimes they are considered studs, or players, but let a girl or woman use her body for her pleasure she is called all sorts of names. I have no idea if I will live to 45 or 90, but I will have fun and pleasure as I see fit. I love being submissive. I love seeing the lust in a guys eyes when he sees my breasts and pussy. I love when they spread my legs to open me up to their gaze. Mum was round a neighbours so at the time didnt realise what Dad was up to...but I found out after wards.Mel came back down stairs wearing my mums nightie its all Dad could find, Mel looked a little embarrassed and Dad was smiling at her and gave her a wink, she smiled back at him and said thanks for that Dan, I never knew how interesting your bedroom was....i couldnt work out what they were talking about so i left it.The following evening Mel came over to baby sit, Ami was busy with homework. Alan looked at me all annoyed and aggravated, 'watch where you are going, dumb ass', Alan said. I looked in to his eyes and sudden there came over me a strange weird feeling. Alan's eyes were full of hate and then slowly turned into a kindness glaze. Alan spoke 'I know you, you're that k** name Davy', 'No', I answered 'I am David and don't call me Davy!' Alan smiled and looked around us to see if we were attracting any attention. With a determined touch Alan led me down the hall by my wrist. .