Whatif it's just the way things are supposed to be?------------------------------------------------------------------------My name is Joshua. Joshua ...T. Sullivan. I was born a perfectly normalboy; perfect that is except for being blind in my left eye. The funnything is that the eye looks normal and acts normal, just somewherebetween the eye and my brain the sight signal gets lost. My parentstold me that it was quite some time before they realized I couldn't evensee out of that eye. Most. Shortly after Lady Nicole left, Penny left to try to find dittany, to ease my stomach. Alone, I bolted the door behind her. Within a few minutes, there was a rapping at the door. I assumed Penny had returned and I opened the door to find Le Gris’ man Adam Louvel standing there.“Monsieur Louvel,” I said in surprise, “what do you want? Why are you here?” I looked around behind him for Penny, but she was nowhere in sight.“Lady De Carrouges,” he began, nervously, “I would like to speak with your. The nice hard leather should redden you up nicely don’t you think?’Resigned to my fate I nod, ‘Yes Sir, thank you Sir’‘Then your old friend the cane. You seem to still have some bruises from the last time you became acquainted, don’t you?’I can’t stop my lip quivering as I answer, ‘Yes Sir I do’‘And finally, a new experience for you, a nice high sprung riding crop. I find it so suitable for training disobedient a****ls, so it should suit you down to the ground’You can see the fear in my eyes,. Randee shut the door behind her, leant against it and asked me if i'd enjoyed the game.I shrugged. Baseball wasn't my thing, but i'd gone along with her husband, Michael, to Shea Stadium to drink beer, eat hot dogs and try to make sense of the great All-American pastime."Bunch o' guys playing rounders for all i can tell." I said dismissively, "It'll never catch on!"She laughed softly and came towards me in a cloud of exotic fragrance, the split in her robe flashing a tanned expanse of thigh,.