I knew what I was saying when I told you that I gave myself to you completely. I had months to think about it and what could happen. The only thing I ...could think of that I was scared of is losing you. As far as you asking me to be with someone that I don't want to be with, I love sex. I love you more and want to be what you need and what you want from me and if that means only ever being with you for the rest of my life, so be it, but I'd be lying if I told you that I didn't hope that you'll. We don’t want fumbling boys from school we want you” Tracie was looking at me with her eyes wide open, a tear was starting just in the corner.“I will talk with Joan next and we will figure out what we need to do and what we are going to do next, but I cannot promise anything, we love you both and we will do what is best for all the family” After saying that I got up and gave them both a huge hug. Tracie had tears in her eyes as she left the room and Mel had a huge grin. She looked that the cat. She also suggested that I could work on the bear gut that I had developed after college. Suzy set up a membership at a club near our house. She began to make regular trips every other day to the club. I went with her the first couple of times but lost interest after that.A couple of weeks later I came home from work to find my wife with a new look. She was leaving for the club as I arrived. She had on a new set of work-out clothes. Gone was the baggy sweats and in their place was a form-fitting. We love our 69 and we cum in our mouths. Yanni and I are two different types of gay. He is the gay that God dealt him the card heavy on “X” chromosomes therefore he is effeminate. And I am the one that found his “X” influence later in life. I am not effeminate. So we are the lady and his beau. Although when we are alone in our room having sex, I like his cock inside my pussy and he likes my cock inside his mouth. But we switch often and we both try to do the best for each other. Neither Yanni.