He sits in the seat until he relaxes, exits that car, comes over to me and says, “Thanks for not saying anything about that.”I act like I don’t ...know what he’s talking about and ask, “What are you talking about?”Ben says, “Thom, I noticed where your eyes went when Jens got out of the car so don’t try to bullshit me.”I laugh and remark, “Damn, you don’t miss anything.”Ben replies, “Most of the time I don’t, but sometimes I do. Are you watching the crowd we’ve attracted?”I reply, “Hell yes and. "Mike smiled and said, "Nick, quit while you're ahead. Believe me, I'vehad practice at this...he'll have you really thinking you're old by thetime he's done. Just quit now and admit defeat."Nick laughed and said, "Mike, I agree because I had myself confusedthere."The auctioneer then got back on the podium and said, " O.k., into thering is Raging Dawn." He then begin to give the bloodline of the bull andwho it's daddy was and went right on back to it's great great grand daddywas. He then paused. I watched him for a few weeks. Wondering how I was going to approach him. How I was going to let him know I wanted to fuck him. As I watched him. I noticed him talking to one guy more than the rest. He was quite chubby. I could see that they hung around each other a lot. He would arrive to class with him. He would leave class with him. They would also leave school together. SO they had to be best friends. And that’s when it hit me I would talk to Chris by going through his best friend Jeff. So. “You have a pair, and when you show me your pair, I’ll have a straight!”Janey laughed hard, “I love it! You can be SO silly! Where has this Mike been all along?”“Running away,” I said.“Running away?”I nodded, “My sister accused me of being a coward, and of running away from confrontation. But it was more than that. When I was confused my response was to try to avoid the thing which confused me. It didn’t work.”“Sex confused you?”“Very much so. It didn’t you?”“I don’t think ‘confused’ is the.