One single star sparkling next to it, I couldn't help but break down and cry.Kevin called an hour earlier and said that he will be leaving at 0400, th...e next morning for Iraq. When he told me, my stomach dropped and I ran outside. I grabbed the railing, and screamed."No!" I cried as I dropped to the floor.The front door opened and I heard Kevin's footsteps walk through the apartment. He walked up to me and lowered himself on his heels, pulling me into his arms. I wrapped my arms around his neck. ”Rachel kisses me deeply for a moment. “Thank you, I needed to hear that,” she responds.Rachel seems more at ease as we make our way back stage. We grab beers from a cooler and see Taylor sitting on a couch with a drink in one hand and a book in the other.“Hi Taylor” says Rachel.“Hi Rach, how’d you like the concert,” replies Taylor.“We loved it,” replies Rachel.“So is this him?”“Yeah, this is my boyfriend Jay, Jay this is Taylor.”“Hi Jay, it’s nice to meet you.”“Hi Taylor, the pleasure is all. Both smiled a bit. As I didn’t proceed further he asked me thats it ? I slowly moved my hand over hand bit up. I was really nervous. I was being dominated first time. He asked me to stand up and face her. I stood up facing her I was having hard on. I wanted to feel her boobs over her gown but was controlling as I was not sure what happening as everything was going fast even for my speed dating mentality.I just was about lean on her and give kiss on her cheeks. varun just got up and said looks. I was always immediately put in the friend zone. Even if a girl showed interest, I was way too shy to ever tell my parents that I had a girlfriend. The idea terrified me. I did have a girl friend in 7th grade for a total of two hours!This continued in high school. I went to a good private high school. I played multiple sports (not good in any of them), got good grades, and did a ton of activities. But I still had no luck with the ladies. I had two sets of friends; my high school friends and my.