? Alan squeaked in his mousy, 6-year-old-girl voice. He crawled around on the mammoth bed, looking everywhere he could for that tiny pink dildo. The o...ne no bigger than a thumb and no longer than 5 inches, but the one relative to Alan?s size, that was like plunging 10 inches into his teeny vagina. And that?s how Alan imagined Rock, hung like a horse. ?Oh, Rock.? Alan whimpered. ?Why can?t you be real??Finally, Alan found the dildo at the foot of the bed, hiding under the mess of covers he had. He was as enchanting as she thought he'd be with his fun relaxed attitude and handsome features. Jess was crazy about him and she couldn't pinpoint exactly what made her feel this way but whatever it was, he had it..and a lot of it. When he leaned down to kiss her she nearly melted into his arms. Feeling his lips against hers took her breath away. Holding him tighter, she was almost in disbelief that this was finally happening. The amount of times she had dreamed of this... the moment was. " It doesn't freak me out. I'm just surprised."We rode in silence for a few long blocks, and when traffic permitted heshot me some quizzical looks. Finally, I broke the silence and chidedhim, "I'm sorry if you're disappointed that I'm not a she-male any more. Iguess that's what you must have been into it for last year." No, that's not it, I just don't know what to say. I mean, I'm really happyfor you: that you got what you wanted, to be a girl, and you came outreally beautiful. And I'm glad,. ”Quin looked at me morosely, almost as if blaming me for something. “I was always under the impression that you wanted me to come out.”My brows furrowed. “No, I never said anything like that.”He pulled me into a tight hug so I lay on top of him on the couch. Our faces were only separated by inches and I could feel his breaths. “I know,” he said uncertainly, “But I thought you would like that… being in a normal relationship, not a closet one.”“Of course I would like it.” I rested my head on his.