The moist dirt felt alive between her toes. Something soft yet strong wrapped around her ankle. He took off her other shoe, then pushed her legs wide,... forcing her high up on her toes. More of the soft-yet-strong material wrapped around her other ankle. She tried to move her legs together but couldn’t. Having seen pictures of spreader bars, she guessed one was now between her legs. She thought being bent over the hood of her car and handcuffed was vulnerable. This was a level or two beyond that;. He raised his hand to touch my breast sending a sensation throughout my body.My mind fought and struggled; yet the struggle was not a heartfelt one. I did not want a man kissing me, and yet it didn't seem strange to me. I did not want to be a woman, and yet I felt as if I had always been one. I did not want to be a beautiful woman, but I enjoyed the attention it brought me. Kissing while massaging my breast was causing my head to spin. Like rushing water, old memories were being washed away. My. I’m going to go in early anyway.”“Good for you. I’m a little sorry that I stayed so late last night. Now today, I don’t have anything to do other than sit and wait for the phone to ring.”The two sisters finished their breakfasts and talked a bit more before both leaving for work. June was still a little sore in some places, but despite that, she was in high spirits on the drive to Roger’s. For one reason, Roger was coming home tonight. While she would not see him until tomorrow, she was happy. ’ Then he finished by saying, ‘It’s so damn conservative.’ He paused and she was quiet so he pushed it more saying, ‘Honey I love you but why have you become so conservative the last few years?’ ‘I don’t know. I know I’m not the impulsive woman I used to be but don’t you think it’s time to settle down a little?’ ‘Maybe a little but I’m not ready to act middle aged yet either.’ ‘I can’t be somebody else but I promise I’ll buy a new bathing suit if we do get to go but you have to promise we’ll.