Suddenly she detached herself and ran to Ed. "I'm sorry Ed. I don't want to seem ungrateful or too eager to leave you. I love you and appreciate all y...ou have done for me. You did not have to do anything but you did it all." She held his hands tightly. "But if Daddy will let me go with him, it would be best for us all. You can have your life back, marry Lynne and maybe get what you have sacrificed for me back. You saved me, now you need to save you."Ed hugged her fiercely. "I don't want you to. At least, I hope we don't," Vicki said.It wasn't the cost of having so many jars, it was filling that many jars. Growing and putting up a year's worth of food was a lot of work. It was time consuming. It didn't save much money, particularly when the start up costs of purchasing equipment were taken into account. It required storage space that most modern houses didn't have.John said, "It is better to have more than you need than to need ones you don't have." That's true," David said.The. My sex life was vanilla in the extreme! I eventually found a lesbian chat site. The site was a zoo. While ostensibly a chat room for lesbian and bisexual women it attracted many weirdoes and particularly men whose only creativity was an opening line: “Hi babe, wanna fuck?” I got expert with the ignore key!Amongst this dross I did find genuine women who became friends. They introduced me to the joys of cyber sex. I am clearly a very sexual person with a good imagination. I found that as my mind. Feeling morevulnerable as a woman (and also a more likely target), she had changed afew of her habits when she transitioned in accord with her increased needto feel safe. Years earlier, Louis had been involved in three incidentswith strangers, all within the space of about a year, where a decision hadto be made on the spot in response to a physical threat.The first came when Louis was outside of a housing project auditorium.There was an audience inside (including Louis's parents), watching.