How could you possibly think of me like that!! I have always told you the truth and been totally open with you. It saddens me that you think like that.... It is hard for me to write like you do; my life is not as exciting as yours. I try to use proper words as he wants me to but was trying to write nicely to you and not have you think I was a bad girl. I think my counselor is wonderful in his efforts to help me and make my treatment as enjoyable and easy for me as possible and he always explains. Of course, this was just smoke and mirrors. We had all sorts of girls in there who were under 21. I started my first shift on door this one Thursday Night. Thursday night at our club was our big night of the week. We had buck 25 shots of tequila on till midnight and I learned very quickly that tequila made the bitches horny. I was having a great time eying up and down the young girls who were coming in though the door. There was a narrow hallway that they had to go down though before. In the beginning it didn’t affect much but few days later i started to crave for her. I even masturbated seeing her pics. As our college farewell was nearby i started to be in touch with her. Started with hello and all to casual discussions etc. She also showed me pics of the saree she was going to wear and pics of her ear rings and all. Finally the farewell day came. I reached little late and saw everyone was posing for the group photo session. Met my friends there. Everyone was looking good. With a full inbox from just about every quant in the department, plus at least two partners she was pretty sure wanted in her pants, it was impossible to know if it was from someone in the office or a gift her boyfriend Steve had had delivered. The card that read ‘Trick or Treat’ wasn’t any clue, it was printed, not handwritten. As she slid her finger across the smooth platinum pendant, she felt a shiver of she didn’t know what: energy? electricity? All she knew was that she needed to put it.