"Keep your hand away, Susan, you've done so well denying yourself so far,” I reprimanded myself. Ignoring the criticism for a while, I allowed mysel...f a few moments of pleasure by pressing by mound against the corner of the washing machine and sitting astride the arm of a chair.Once my chores were done, I relaxed on the sofa to let the music wash over me. Then she returned her relentless onslaught again; her constant buzz-buzz, calling me, no, craving for my attention. I had to give in, I. How smart? ‘What you doing out here in that? Is which man you out here with in that? Child, go put on some clothes. You lucky I’m not your father enuh, I would buss your ass.’ And I suddenly saw a different excitement glint in his eyes. His eyes never left my body until… ‘Bry! Stop staring at me like that, I’m not a piece of meat…’ he came back to earth and apologized. ‘I’m sorry Ty… I just haven’t… seen you like this in a while and… I just haven’t had a great sexual combustion in a while.’ I. Look John I’m too tired to talk now I want to go to bed. O.k.”I pushed past him and went to climb the stairs.“Mandy rang me, she was in tears, said she messed everything up. Did you have to upset her?” he sounded more angry than worried.I paused at the foot of the stairs and turned to him.“You two do a lot of telling each other everything don’t you. Did you ever think that I might be the one who has cause to be upset?” He was obviously angry with me but I was too tired to argue with him. After a while, three bells will signal the men to enter.So they started milling around the sex shop themselves. Nervous tension was in the air, and the women and men were averting their eyes from other couples. In a few minutes, the two tiny bell sounds rang out. A nervous panic rushed over him as he saw the love of his life turn to him and kiss him encouragingly. “We will get through this honey.” He saw her turn and join the line of women entering the door. She disappeared.Shortly thereafter,.