I am totally committed to Tom both in terms of the usual measures, like unconditional love, physical attraction, long partnership and unqualified resp...ect. Also, frankly, my fidelity is not so much a matter of my love for Tom as it is an artifact of my own personal self-worth. Two seconds after I did it with Murphy I felt like a worthless slut and the guilt was crushing. Keep in mind that I still believed that Tom was fucking around on me, so those feelings were my own, not something imposed by. You go the extra mile and give him a real tip, one he will talk about for weeks. Jon smiles, he knows what just happened. You are glad he is amused, and glad he is not mad, that could have ruined what you have in mind for the two of you tonight. As he parks in front of your house, he reaches over and gives you a soft and loving kiss. He tells you that you are incredible. You wonder why he kissed you so softly and hope he has more passion later. You open your apartment door, and before you can. ‘Pennsylvania.’ I tell the waitress. Following that, the waitress begins explaining the Amish style food that they will be serving, and begins listing all the food. ‘We have fried and baked chicken, crushed corn, ham loaf, real mashed potatoes…’ The waitress continues naming all of the food items that we will be served. Ten minutes later, the waitress comes back with a huge tray with varying dishes on them and beings to set them through the table. The party at the end of the table begins. Martha and Greg came over and lay down next to us and we all cuddled for a bit before cleaning up, dressing and heading back to the main room. We chatted for a bit longer with them, then headed home. As soon as we walked in the door, I could see Greg’s growing bulge as he pushed me down on the couch, stripping my clothes off.He quickly removed his own clothes and spread my legs apart as he entered me. I did not think it was possible to still be that excited after what had happened earlier, but.