What did I really want? What were myreal desires for the future? I knew I was willing to do almost anythingfor those who loved me but at what cost to ...my self? Already I knew oftwo times I had withdrawn deep within enough to shut out the outsideworld. I also knew I did not want to do that again if I did I would notbe returning. The three strikes and you're out rule loomed large in mymind.Fight or flight? The human instinctive reactions! I flew twice alreadyand fought very little. I have fought,. I was glad. Maybe being locked out for awhile would give Derrick the time he needed to think about his stupid problem. When I got back to the hostel, I discovered Caine snoozing in the dark. There were four beds in our room, each separated by a gap of about a foot. His was in the far corner and mine was next to it with Jennifer and Martins bed closest to the door. I plopped down on Jennifers bed just loud enough to wake him and then sighed deeply just in case the bed noise wasnt enough. hello?. .Was his brother T.I was almost 20 and he was 16...He starts talking about me and his brother and he explains to me that he was watching us for almost 2 months. Just after our vacations... He asking to making love with him like with his brother to keep his mouth closed...To being honest... T. was prettier than G. for me and I was thinking a lot of times to fucking him too... So, I accept his wonderful propose!We were on my bed, for almost, 2 hours and he was determined to do anything with me! I. Tim clung to it for a moment,refusing to let it go. "I'm sorry Tim, it is his." She had such apained look on her face that for a moment he thought she too might startcrying. He looked down at his only life line, not just to his fatherand his best friend, but to life itself. Looking back up he sadly letit go."I'm truly sorry Tim," Darla said apologetically.Tim followed it with his one good eye, carefully watching what theWizard did with it. The old man set the plastic mask down on the.