I touched my fingers to her chin, gently lifting her head until she opened her eyes and gazed into mine. She looked terrified, uncertain, and somethin...g else - was it relief?"We shouldn't," she breathed, but there was no conviction there, no real resistance. "Leanne... your husband..."I tried to ignore my own feelings of guilt. It wasn't hard, if you want the truth. I felt like the old me, and all the aspects that had defined her, had been hollowed out and filled with something else, something. Then my wife came out to join me. Even wearing her very conservative one-piece bathing suit, she wanted as little chance as possible to be seen - no surprise there.We chatted about our week and about the kids - the stuff old married people talk about. I noticed her foot floating nearby, so I started giving her a foot massage, as much as anything to give me something to do with my hands. I wasn't trying to start anything - after 20 years, I was far too realistic for that. I just tried to relax. ....what if Sam watching those videos & don't want him to have crazy ideas...(paused)...jeez what I am saying.What if he tries to...I mean..Oh gawd ! I am not sure." "Don't worry ! Sam is a nice kid. The last thing you want is to put a camera in his bed to see what he is doing on inside that room" OMG ! that a great idea" Jessica said."No! No! No! Me and my big mouth. Don't do anything stupid. Just enjoy the weekend." hmm..ok.. I will enjoy. Bye"Jessica deep in her thoughts again."Sigh....I am. In the light of a flickering arc lamp, before its open, imposing iron gate, the Catcher and Kirnan sat their horses, staring at it. The Catcher’s mouth was open slightly in an uncharacteristically uncouth manner…. Kirnan gave a single dry cough and she said quickly, ‘Don’t you dare laugh.’ He grinned, instead, beneath the icy fringe of his dark moustache. ‘When you told me your brother’d bought him a new house, you didn’t say it was a medieval castle.’ ‘I didn’t know.’ She swung down from.