*****I've been dreaming about HER a lot. Sometimes, when I'm getting dressed,I almost see her in the mirror. I don't know how to describe thefeeling, ...its like.... I watched the movie "Victor/Victoria" and there isa scene where she is broke and hungry and she stands outside arestaurant and watching people eat on the other side of the glass. I'mlike that. I watch the girls, and I want to join them, be one of them,and I cant. ****Had a major snowstorm here, and it was actually kinda fun to go. The woman had gone silent but now her other hand had come round and she slowly run them over asmita until without warning asmita took a deep breath as the hands moved up and cupped her breasts .they paused for a second , gently cupping her .not long but long enough to show it was more than needed before they moved higher up her chest and the soft slowly almost massaged Asmita's neck before once again moving down and this time lingering longer on her breasts , enough firmness to let asmita. ..”“Only I thought you said something about being ‘good until 2020’ and I wouldn’t want to...”“Oh do shut up. We don’t have many sleepovers as it is, and I’m not going to waste this night. Would you mind awfully having a quick shave and a shower? And I’ll do the same.”“What, you’ll have a quick sha ... oooooooh! Yes!”I slept better that night. In fact, I checked the label on the mattress and made a note to replace my IKEA ‘Morgedal’ with one of those. Mind you, I’ve done that before and then I. So she seldom had cause to leave the house on her own; and the thousand dollars she put into the bank every month really helped.In the aftermath of Mom's death I used the quiet time at the library to study what had afflicted her. I read a lot of psychiatry books, hoping to learn what symptoms to watch for in Sharon, and prevent it from progressing within her untreated, as it must have inside Mom."Psychosis" in Stedman's Medical Dictionary, is defined as "a severe mental disorder, with or.