" Now, leave that to me," I said. " I am sure you will enjoy it in time if you will get those foolish notions out of your head and be a good, sensible... girl."Leaning over, I found her lips with my own and impressed upon them a burning, lascivious kiss, my mouth half-opened, and my darting tongue titillating the girl's ruby lips, causing her strange sensations of lust which coursed up and down her body. Raising my head, I commanded her to stretch herself out straight upon the bed. She did so. My. ” She said, “You’re pussy-whipped, you can’t see what’s coming but I can. Just think, son, use you head! Why would a young pretty girl like her want a ... um, man like you? Everyone’s racist, your customers are going to drop you and she’ll leave you broke as soon as she gets what she wants.”But Mom was wrong. My business increased; maybe everyone is racist, but they’ll bend over backwards trying not to be. Wanda made me just a little bit special. She was the bling I’d lacked, proof that I. Then they told me, that afternoon when Ray Summers went to deliver feed to Mr. Miller hed found the old man dead on his front porch. They tried to be very gentle about telling me, reminding me how much Id done for Mr. Miller helping him with chores, and how much he liked me and that at seventy five hed had a long life. I knew Mr. Miller had been old, I just didnt know he was that old. Hed sure been active for a dirty old man I thought to myself. I wasnt stupid, I wasnt in love with Mr. Miller. We remained friends for the next almost two years. We shared coffee in the student union and sandwiches on the quad. I knew he would be hungry because usually, he forgot to bring lunch and completely missed breakfast. I tried to repay a favor with a favor because I did not like to just take and give nothing back, but it was not always easy.Jason attracted a certain type of female. I could go into detail but surface it to say the word geek is fully descriptive. He was as I said painfully shy and.