He knew it was wrong but the urge and hallow of joy was more powerful knowing what did he have to lose. “Okay, but”, he said pointing to Raul, “...one slight change, you suck my dick and let Travis eat your fat ass out.”Neither young boys had ever heard Holy Father speak like this before and were shocked. A dirty smirk crossed Raul’s face as he readily agreed but Travis was playing hard to get waving his hands, refusing to lick Raul’s bottom. Raul had to pull him to the side, speaking in hushed. I'dchecked prices and found that for my basic underwear, some new shoes,jeans, tops and coat I would spend all that money Mr. Milewski had givenme above my paycheck. This didn't mean I didn't want be girly girl likemy sis or other girls, I simply couldn't afford to be one."It's tedium to have a tomboy sister," Lisa said, "almost the same ashaving a bro." I'd want to be like you, but who will pay for it?" I quipped."You are so annoying sometimes Roo..."Well, I was boring for her while for me. I was just a few friends I knew in training---no, not basic training, not much of a change to wank alone even then---but in our tech training.Now this was back in the days when in any way having sex with another man would get you kicked out. And yes, there were "witch hunts" back then when the military would go after everyone connected with gay sex. I knew a few men kicked out, or if of higher rank, forced to retire early.But Jim, Ron, Don, and I would have occasional, informal masturbation. As I watched her, the magic seemed to have dissipated from between us - and for the life of me, I was not sure what I may have said to cause this.In moments, when she was again standing before me, grandma said simply, "You have a gorgeous body Freddy." She turned around and bent to turn off the shower, she having completed hers before I arrived.Grandma opened the curtain, stepped out and passed me a towel before retrieving another for herself. She did not look at me as she dried her long thick.