“I look forward to it.” “Sara, please make sure that Craig and I are not disturbed. His onboarding begins now,” Justine said as she and Craig ...made their way back to her office. Justine could see that Craig had no clue what was in store. After all, onboarding is a widely known term amongst new hires. Because Justine was one of the principal partners in the organization, her executive assistant also had an office – the office right next to hers with door that connected the two and would allow. She was really adamant. If I told her no, she would make my life hell; if I told her yes, we'd find out very early on if maybe she would be happier with someone else. I elected to go with the latter, so she went out with her old boyfriend. She didn't call it a date, but what else would you call it? You know, as I look back on that time now, with the benefit of so much hindsight I can see other ways that I could've handled it better. And it literally makes me tremble at the memory. I'm not sure. I just wanted you to see how sexy youlooked with a cock sticking out of your mouth. See, with your lipstick,mascara and eye shadow, you're just a woman sucking a cock. Just you and Iknow who it is and you look so sexy with your red lips wrapped so tightlyaround the shaft and your hollow cheeks as you suck on it. I want to printup a copy for you to take home when you go."I looked at the small screen, my blood pressure and breathing returning tonear normal. Reason slowly returned as I listened to. This was my life. It wasn't great, it wasn't flashy but it was mine. I helped make stories for those kids who sat at the back of the class, who no one ever wanted to sit with at lunch time, who couldn't talk to another person or didn't want to. I wanted to make something for the outcasts in the world and now . . . now I can't.All I could do for the present was to go home. I got into my car and decided to listen to my Final Fantasy playlist on the way home.The drive was long, as it always was. I.