In fact, Jan said she was always glad to see them as they always told her about her progress and how well she was doing. She also told me that she hop...ed she wouldn't have to go through another exam like she had just gone through. So did I.As Jan's labor progressed, Dr. John would come in to exam her about every hour or so. As best I remember, he examined Jan about three or four more times, each time causing her severe pain. Her screams of agony so unnerved me that when Dr. John came out of the. "Help me," she whispered.Now, my eyes were blinking. I didn't even want to think about not helping her. It was just too tempting. The music started and it was the same one known to everyone who had ever danced the tango. That would help both of us, I hoped. I did what Judith had done for me for most of the last three months; I told her every dance maneuver before I started it. Within fifteen seconds it looked to the casual observer as if we had practiced together. She was getting her confidence. You can't help that. Those are physical things beyond your and her control. Let her lovers take care of those things. You, on the other hand need to concentrate on the deep love you too feel for each other. That's really the only way you'll be happy, and she'll be happy. You see son, if you push her to make a decision, I'm afraid you'll lose out, even though she loves you."Mother and I talked further and the logic of what she said was so logical even if I didn't like what I was. As her soft lips met equally soft ones, she found herself getting hot for the woman. She couldn't explain it. Perhaps it was the softness of the lips or the gentle hands. Men weren't this gentle. They were rough and demanding.She liked that--but maybe not all the time.Her lips parted a little and the woman's tongue came charging in. Their tongues tangled in an erotic dogfight. She darted her tongue lightly against the woman's, then tried to hide. The woman's pink, rough tongue sought hers out..