" Barbara faltered."I know. I felt her do it. I was mainly concerned she would really hurt you. But that's what I mean by dramatic. Only Jane would th...ink of punishing someone with a solid ten seconds of pure pleasure." Susan chuckled.Barbara nodded. "It was certainly effective ... I couldn't talk for hours. My roommate thought I'd had some sort of epileptic seizure. Then I didn't dare tell her what really had happened ... I'm not really certain myself. But the loss of it was as profound as the. That night, when I tried to masturbate watching a porn, I am unable to focus as my mom’s image is running in my mind and finally masturbated thinking my mom and ejaculated more than usual. I felt guilty to face my mom and hides from her mom, but visiting friends and locking in my roomI searched in net for mom son i****t in net, read my stories, chatted with a few authors of sex stories and other chat sites. Many said, it is nothing wrong to have sex with own mom, if it consensual and also. Don’t push me too hard, please. I need to go at my own pace.”“I’ll support you in any way you need,” I said. “I’ll do whatever you need.”She smiled, leaned over and gave me a quick kiss, “Take me to California again when I’m ready.”“And you’re not going to do that again until I do that?” I asked.“I’m certainly not going to do it with any of those society jerks, that’s for sure. They’d count me a conquest and move on to some other girl in the circle. No thanks.”“Why am I different?”She smiled,. However, it was you my dear sweet grandfather that was here for mom, my sisters, and me. I remember so well the night you came to us giving my mother not only your support, but also the undying love of a true father. That night after my dad packed his bags and walked away from his family he left my mom in such a state of hurt and confusion. But it was you that brought the heeling of a warm caring father and grandfather.Back then I could not understand what you had meant to my mother. How she.