.. well it wasn't going to be all that hard to do what I had to do tonight. I wondered briefly how she'd handle it when I left ... but thought that sh...e'd probably run to her lover and they'd laugh at me, the imbecile that they'd pulled the joke on all this time.How can a husband compete with a lover who has no need to perform routine 'honey do's' for a wife? How can a husband not confront a wife about her cheating with her lover and try to win her back honestly? I'd tried my damnedest and. We stayed until the park closed at 8 pm then went to the condo. My wife and all the girls took turns showering and rubbing aloe lotion on their sun-blistered skin, while I sat in the living room sipping on a drink. It was almost 11 pm when I finally got a chance to get into the bathroom. As I walked down the hallway, Christa and Brittney came out of mine and my wife’s bedroom, both with frowns on their faces. “Why the long faces?” I asked the girls.“We wanted to go walk on the beach again. He took me out into the veld and told me to pee. He watched me doing it, but never touched me. Then he took me to the back of the camp where the hunting dogs are kept. (They are at this moment in the back of another truck, but not in cages.)In the kennel area he gave me water. I had to drink it from a bowl like a dog. He also gave me some of the meat mix they give the dogs. I ate it. It made me nauseous, it was horrible, but I kept it down because I still want to live and because I am no better. "I don't have to tell the readers about the first time going outside. I wasterrified as she opened the door and said, "Make sure you have a housekey, I'll drive."I was petrified as I turned the lock on the doorknob and stepped outside.As I hurried to her car, Evey closed the door and turned the handle tomake sure it was locked.I opened the door to her car and did manage to remember to turn my back toher car, sit down and then swing my legs inside. I quickly reached overand pulled the door shut,.