Our friendship hasn’t been very fair to you. We’ve been friends with benefits, but the benefits have all been so damn one-sided. Even though you e...njoy them, quite a bit in fact, you haven’t gotten any action but what your tongue and your left hand give you. I haven’t had to make any sacrifices for us, and yes, there is an ‘us, ‘ much as I’ve pretended otherwise. I like you, even though I don’t love you. I think that you’re very sweet, very pretty, that’s a more fitting word than handsome in. Before we talked. Every time I went there, I would see you, and I just… I just developed this huge crush on you.’ ‘Awww…’ I pressed my lips against his cheek. ‘I didn’t know that. I never even noticed you.’ ‘Yeah,’ he said. ‘That’s alright. Every time I was there, I… I tried to approach you and say something, but then I got so…nervous. Crushes never worked out for me. I never felt good enough for any girl I had a crush on.’ ‘But then you found the courage,’ I said. ‘And I found out that you. Another joint was making the rounds, a different kind this time, something one of the Mexican men pulled out of his jacket. Chris dutifully took her puff in turn, and nearly choked at the incredible potency of this grass. Jesus, it was nothing like the other! This was so strong it made her dizzy as she held it in her lungs!Whatever it was that happened next, in the next hour -- or was it two hours? is anybody's guess, for surely Chris will never know. All she remembers now is that she took. I barely had hair on my arms and none anywhere else, so I'd wait till everyone else showered then I'd go by myself. By the time I finished it was past sundown. One of the lleaders noticed that I was always coming back late and asked me why. Embarrassed I told him and he assured me it was our secret. Going to the showers I seen him on the trail a couple of times, once standing outside the building. On the fourth day were told we had a hike scheduled for most of the day and pulling up camp..