I had been filling my sister Tina with spunk for nearly 7 months when we were laying in bed she asked if l thought about us having a baby, well l wasn...’t in favour of such an idea and declared that wouldn’t happen as she was on the pill, Tina gave me a cuddle and informed me she hadn’t been on the pill since l arrived then excitedly announced she was having my baby, l really wasn’t happy and asked how did she know it was mine and not Neil’s, my sister proudly declared she didn’t have sex with. I had left my family behind in Delhi. I am 50 years old and can cook myself. I had joined my duty and was working from 10 a.m. to 5 p.m. ( 5 days a week).It had started to snow and there was also a freezing cold wind in Pahalgam. It was Friday evening, so I was looking forward to a nice week end at home. Because of the freezing cold wave coupled with snow there was hardly anyone on the roads.I got a servant to cook and look after my house, through my office colleagues.. His name was Afroz and. Mu stupid chahinthile ta thu kama hasal kari prithanti kintu ghara lokanku dariki just eternal type love re khusi rahili. Mo akhi samnare tara bahaghara bi heigala ete choto ageru. Kintu bahaghara pare mo manara bhoka bahut badhigala. Dina rati khalo ta katha chinta kali. Khali taku bhidi dharibaku, dress sabu kholi dei taku kundhei dharibaku icha hue. Conservative family puni bapa bounka dara re chup rahi baku padhe. Kete rati je bina kichhi napindhi blanket bhitare chatpat heichi mane. I pick up my phone and tap on his name. I look at his contact photo, a picture of him playfully sticking his tongue out at my camera lens, liveliness bright in his eyes.Those were the days.But, no. I can't call him. I love Theo now. He's absolutely amazing and is so wonderful to me. And yes, I do call him baby, and we do walk around his parents' gallery. I love doing both of those things. I love Theo. I'm his now.But I can't help myself. After hearing those songs, hearing how much regret he.