I can't even ask that you understand because I'm not sure that I understand myself. Everything that has happened was my fault, no one else's.I do know... that as caring and thoughtful as you have always been, you have loved me, but never been in love with me. That was not your fault. The truth is, if I hadn't become pregnant, you and I would never have been married. I guess it's why I've never felt secure, even though you have been a wonderful husband. You were handsome and charming and everything. It scared me a lot to see the aggression of the other fans.I was ready for the toilet again and John came with me, he could see how upset I was when I came back out, all shaken up with seeing the v******e. John held out his arms and I cuddled in to him, I was pleased to be with such a mature and thoughtful 18-year-old lad.Half way through the first half I had to go again, too many ciders and a cold night had an awful affect on my bladder. I told john just to watch the match but he insisted in. "I couldn't resist them; and I figured that, if you weren't in any hurry to get fed, then I wasn't in any hurry either: That rubber hose certainly wasn't going anywhere." No, it certainly wasn't going anywhere, thought Tiffany, not after that trickster Buford's sleight of hand had made at least a good three feet of that stiff rubber hose disappear somehow into her backside. Tiffany knew from experience that, no matter how much she squirmed, it would remain cozily ensconced there, snug in. Steve grinned at her as she squirmed in her discomfort. Mandy had now spotted them and came to them. "Hello, you two. I was not expecting to see you again tonight," said Mandy teasingly."We have come for a bit of a rest and Gaby has something to tell you," said Steve to the barmaid that he hoped to shag one day.Gaby glared at Steve as Mandy looked at her friend. "Well, Gaby, what have you to tell me?" asked Mandy."Steve here wants me to tell you that I have just had my arse spanked," said Gaby,.