I had lied to them to be here, and yet I felt detached from the situation. For the first time in a long time I felt content. I wasn’t completely hap...py, because I felt bad for Bryan and what I was doing to him and what could happen if he found out, but I felt oddly at peace with myself and the situation, as if I had accepted that this was the way things were. We napped cuddled up on the sofa together, me on my front still and Derek lying over me. I was in that trance like state of being. Bernie says, “Well, I’m not sure how to ask this.”I tell him, “Well, just spit it out.”Bernie asks, “If Ben’s still there I was wondering if he would consider being my best man.”Ben replies, “No problem Bernie as long as I can wear my dress blues like I did at my wedding.”Bernie says, “Thanks Ben and your Marine uniform will be fine.”Present – Thom – Heading back to the tunnelsI feel that my meeting with Inga went well but it ended a little more physically than I anticipated. The kiss she gave. It worked since all my hair was only about an inch long. Then a closed my office door and locked it, dropping the key into my briefcase and pulling out my car keys. –It had been another fulfilling day of helping the loony. I just couldnt wait to get home to something normal. Get a good workout in and get some sleep. –I quickly hurried into the elevator just as it was closing with one of my male patients inside. Nervously I moved to be standing beside and behind him somewhat. He was a very. Fich fich ,, fapp fapp I kept the the mug in front and gathered some squirt liquid and poured it on her face and was licking it and rubbing it..She was asking I wanna pee…I kissed her forehead and gave her water to drink..She drank almost the whole half liter bottle.. I also had a cucumber and was dipping it in cup of coconut oil.. She was saying umm..I have to pee go out jaan..And saw cucumber and asked innocently.Now why that?? I sat behind,her legs were already spread,i was now lying on my.