I thought I was past that. But you asking about it, and me telling you a little about how I used to be was enough to get my mind going back down those... old channels again. When I envisioned hurting you it made me sick."I pulled Randi to me. I started rocking our bodies almost as if she were a young child I was trying to comfort. The problem was I'm not sure that I wasn't comforting myself as well. There were days when the Cold Black was much too close for comfort."That has to stop!" I. I reside in kolkata with my elder brother sudeep (name changed) and his wife jaya (name changed) in a small two bed roomed flat. Sudeep and jaya have been married just three months back and I had presumed that they must be enjoying their marital bliss as is usually the case. Let me describe my bhabhi, jaya first. She is a beautiful woman by all standards. Her complexion is fair; she has sharp facial features with big eyes that are full of expression. She has a head-full of thick, curly black. My promises were becoming harder and harder to keep while I was hanging out with the popular girls. I began to take drink and drugs.Soon we started to plan a “Night out” at Emma house as her mother was on official tour. I was totally down with it! OK! Let’s get this party going! Saturday morning came and I woke up in Rachel (Emma mom) bed. I didn’t feel all that bad, just not all that great either. I had a headache, not the worse I ever had, but it was there. My stomach didn’t feel too bad,. I began to reciprocate and kiss her back passionately. Then I realized that she was drunk and might regret her actions later. So I pushed her back gently and told her, “You are a beautiful girl and any guy would be lucky to be with you. However, I’m afraid that you are drunk and hence getting carried away.”“Later you might regret this when you come to your senses. So please let’s stop this now because I would never like to take undue advantage of a girl’s intoxication,” I explained. She seemed.