So keep that in mind when you get to the end and want to leave a comment bitching about it. I understand that it is not going to be everyone’s cup o...f tea. I didn’t set out writing this one with that in mind. I wrote it because it feels a little more personal to me as it does touch base with some things I have experienced in my life. With that said, for those of you that are going to read on, I hope you enjoy. And please, don’t forget to rate and comment. **** **** As far back as I can remember,. " As she finished she hung her head as if apologizing to me.I was stunned so I waited a moment and moved closer to her. I lifted her chin so that she was looking into my eyes as I said, "No, you are wrong! There is nothing in this world that I would rather be doing than being here with you tonight. I am usually bored and waste a lot of my time doing a lot of meaningless things, but certainly nothing that has happened today has been meaningless." I then hugged her to me and said, "I am sorry if. ” Before long, the alarm sounds and you get up and head to the shower. I wait for you and then I get in the shower to get ready. As I get out, you’re sitting at the vanity, doing your hair and make up. You look back and smile “Mattie, I’m running a little late, pick an outfit for me for today, we’re sightseeing and lunch.” I look at you at ask, “What do you want to wear? How do you want to look?” You smile as you put on your lipstick, “Pick an outfit you’d want to see me in if you were my date”. I think you know that I like being with you don’t you? I am sure I could find things to do during the day when you are at work with me now having a life of leisure. That is of course if you want me to be with you and do that.”After thinking about what Sandi just said Scott responded saying, “How did you get to be so smart? What you say makes perfect sense and that is what I am going to tell Ray. And Sandi, if I am going there I want you to be there with me if just for the fact that when I wake.