I began to get an erection. This was the start of many outside meetings, we had outbuildings which we went to and he showed me how to wank him. One da...y he came to see us and when we were by ourselves he undid his shirt and trousers, he was wearing ladies panties and a bra. I was amazed how quickly I got an erection, I knew straight away this was something I wanted. My only way of getting any underwear was to go to my older sister's room when she had gone to high school. Unfortunately the. There was only two nurses on duty on a night and if they had a quiet spell then one would try and get some sleep and the other would walk the ward. There was two wards, upstairs and downstairs, sometimes one of them might have to help downstairs and vice versa. The new patient Graham was due a rub down, this was done quite often as sometimes they could spend quite some time in one place, Graham wasnt really needing this as he was more mobile than most patients, but it was part of his treatment. I took a huge breath and got up from the bed.I started talking to him about general life stuff. I told him, he is still young and there is still a lot of life left for him to live. He will find a girl who suits him well in due course of time.He: “No mam, I cannot get over her, it is not easy. She is in my every breath. I could even smell her now. The bedsheet back in my place will still smell of her. I always made sure she was happy.”He: “Even in bed I always made sure she was satisfied. I. And I rung the bell and waited. I was a little surprised to be at a residential home as I’d been expecting a doctors surgery or clinic of some description.I stout women in her mid to late forties opened the door and stood in silence looking at me. I assumed that I had come to the wrong place.
 "Erm, hello" I stammered. "I'm here for a medical. Is this the right place?" I asked.
Her mood seemed to change instantly and she offered a friendly apology and told me that she hadn’t been told that I.