"Well, I'm relieved. It sounds like you didn't frighten her." Denise smiled again, to ensure I understood she wasn't upset with me."If anything, she f...rightened me," I quickly joked, but half-serious, recalling the conversation I'd had with Lissa, as Finn.Denise laughed again, and said, "Aww poor Jason."There was a long silence between us, then. Not as uncomfortable as I would have expected, just full of tension, both sexual and non-sexual, and unsaid thoughts. I leaned forward and had some. I'm sure Helen could make thathappen and I'd be the one doing that evaluation. I too would like tosee how deep his desires go," Carol noted."So you think he might be into those diapers and plastic pants?" Aliceasked hopefully."Not necessarily. It could simply be a desire to be submissive and nota paraphilia," Carol noted as she added, "Some, hopefully this one aswell, like being dominated." Paraphilia? Now what is that, pray tell?" Alice asked."An abnormal sexual desire," Carol said watching. The air was sweet, and warm on your shoulders. You can hear the crickets chirping as you take to the floor for one last final dance before you leave. Heady with just a little too much excitement and more than one cocktail has left you whirling round the dance floor without a thought. Spinning and twirling you feel the silk of your satin of your skirt hem swish against the sheer stockings that cling. You spend a moment to gaze into those gorgeous green eyes that are across from you, watching as. "Thanks, but I don't want to be a fifth wheel, Man. I'll be okay," Greg said.I hooked my arm through my brother's arm and said, "We insist, Greg. Come on, we'll have fun."Greg shrugged his shoulders. We moved away from the keg so a few other kids could fill their cups and walked into the crowd. Dave kept his arm around me and I held onto Greg's arm. We stopped to hit a joint a couple times while talking with some of the other kids.At midnight, we decided to take off. Greg, Dave, and I climbed.
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