If I had known how I would feel about him I might never have fixed him up with you mom. Or after you had him I would never have agreed to keep him war...m and occupied for you while you went away."Rachel said."I'm sorry you're jealous, but I love him and he was mine, before you wanted him. I will not give him up. The truth is I wanted him when he was fifteen and you didn't even know what sex was about. If you don't want to share him with Sheila that's fine, but I'm not giving him up."Then it was. The yellow flame of small whale-oil lamp wavered by the bed which still showed the imprint of her hip place beside the turned back quilt. I wondered if she slept with the lamp aglow. My root stirred a bit more."Come," she said with another smile, "Kvick." She unbuttoned my heavy coat and pushed me down so I was sitting on the side of her bed. I pulled off my hat and crumpled it in my hand, hoping me and her had the same idea. I hadn't had any in more'n a month. The girl pushed aside her dark. I am somewhat nervous about bus ride to factory, but no-one pays us attention, although I feel men looking at us with desire. It makes me feel pride.Ana is proud of us for making "good effort" today, and gets to work on us, doing more assisting and advice, letting us do most of face painting. Tanya is not there, and we never see her again.(In future, I ask about her and am told, "we took her to live with a farm family" where "she will be very happy".)Mr. Aronoff and Ken arrive when we are. ?Come on sweetie,? urged Julie as she hefted Lily from behind around the waist. She escorted Lily to the post and reached a hand between her legs from behind and inserted two fingers into Lily’s vagina. After a few seconds, she withdrew, got Lily in a bear hug around her waist and while spreading her legs lowered her until the post touched her genitals. She twisted Lily in order to work the post into her vagina while dropping her until her feet touched the floor then adjusted her wrist.