" I shrugged, trying for a little humor in the face of such a sobering declaration that made me want to pull over to the side of the road right there ...and take care of some highly unsavory black sheep-like business."Always a jackass." She tried to sound venomous but it wasn't working. "I'm sitting here telling you that I belong to you, and your response is to tell me you 'can live with that' you 'guess'." Sorry." I laughed, but her words ensured that my cock was now engaged in a painful battle. I slipped it down to reveal my boobs and lay back. He looked hesitantly any my naked body. ‘Remember this’ I asked spreading my legs to reveal my pussy. I began to rub my clit he looked on astonished. ‘Well?’ I asked ‘You are awesome and sexy and beautiful’ he said nearly all at once ‘Are you waiting for a written invitation’ I said still rubbing He climbed on the bed and I opened my bed side table to try and find a condom. I just realised I’d not used on in over two years. I scrambled. What had happened to me,what have I become? Until tonight, all I wanted to do was wear nylons andwomen clothes and pretend to be a girl. I have never had the desire to bewith another man in any way, especially in a sexual way.Tonight, I not only went on a date with a man, but I kissed him and evenrubbed his penis. Worse I let him fondle me, rub my legs, have free use ofmy lips. On top of that, I liked it, wanted that and more. What hadhappened to me, what have I become?I felt the silk gown rub. He showed no reaction at all. She turned around and walked to the door and left. -- Two weeks went by. Julie buried herself in her work and tried not to think about The Society. The weekends were hardest. She watched TV and went to the gym between checking her e-mail. Finally, Friday evening she checked her e-mail and discovered a new one. The subject was simply "Society activity: Saturday Evening." She quickly opened it and read it, her heart beating quickly. It was dry and perfunctory. It.