It made me lie awake at night and forced me to experiment with my friends as they slept. I would reach over during sleep overs and touch their cocks a...nd quietly lick them and slip them into my mouth as they were sleeping. I loved the feel and savored the taste. Yet the fear of being labeled “Gay” and being judged made me hide my desires. I have lived my whole life as a straight man, having many girlfriends and wives, but it was cock that I craved. When I met a friend and co worker of my wife’s. Similarly, I tried to stay away from Panek because while Renaud accepted my absence, all Panek wanted was more sex. I managed to dissuade him saying that my ass was still hurting but I knew this would not keep him off me for long. Sucking his cock calmed him down but I knew he would want my ass again soon. My biggest problem was that I was spending a lot of time with him, drinking in the Polish bar…..and I can’t refuse sex when I’m drunk! Anal sex had excited Panek and now all he wanted was. I whisper,"Doria do you want it slow or in one thrust?"Opening her legs further, she pushes towards me"Mmmm...You feel so good."Looking over her shoulder she reaches back, grabs my cock. Telling me tofuck her now. She pushes against me. With that, I thrust all the way in!Her eyes closed immediately as the pain was intense. Once in I holdstill for a moment to let her get use to me.I tell her that I have wanted to fuck her for a long time. Then I startpumping slowly in and out keeping the head. Shelly left us alone,wich wasn't the first time. I started to have a need to pee, so I yeld at Samantha that I had to go. Sheanswered me it would'nt be long. I kept waiting and waiting and she still did'nt came out. So I went to the bathroom door, Samantha did'nt close it, soI entered and there she was on the toilet bowl and at my surprise she was sitting on the bowl with her schoolgirl uniform on and a hand in her skirt, masturbating. - What the heck are you doing ? - I'm doing what Mommy.