Guilty. No one ever even stopped to ask why, just whether or not I did it. I couldn’t tell you if any o’ these people had judged me, but they’re... judgin’ me now. Too rugged. Too rough. No grace. These bastards all look alike to me. Ain’t no one movin’ a muscle. Music’s playin’ still but the band sounds strained. No one’s dancin’. Nothin’. Then I see why, as I step out the front o’ the Manor. Blues lined up ready for a showdown, and that sweet lookin’ lady I clubbed. She’s pointin’ at me like I’m. "But, that's not an appropriate thing to say, Carly," Katelyn scolded, trying to keep a straight face. "Now go wash up, dinner's just about ready."At dinner, Katelyn offered Hayley a glass of Merlot and the dinnertime conversation was very pleasant, the children behaved, and the mother and nanny grew quite relaxed. "Let's finish the bottle in the living room after we put them to bed," Katelyn said on a comfortable sigh. Wine always soothed her.By 9:00, the children were asleep and the two women. “ I went back home and took Loraine into my room and sat her down.I told her that all that she did for me I greatly appreciated,and I would always be there if she needed me. She was there when I needed someone and being older she taught me how to be a woman.She was the first woman I had sex with, and introduced me to having sex with her girlfriends too. I found out what being bi-sexual was all about ,then she brought men and women into our bed.When Rick came into the picture she said he was. ”He leaned in and gave her a quick kiss before continuing. “But it is also because I love you like I do that I can’t agree to enter a relationship with you. At least not the kind of relationship you are looking for. It’s not just that you are young. I don’t give a fuck what other people think. I could care less if they look at me and think I’m your father. But you still have so much in front of you. You need to graduate and start your career. A career that I have no doubt that you will.