." If you could sleep in here again," I finished, a soft nod coming naturally afterwords. "Of course. I just hope... You're not too embarrassed by uh......" By you jacking off? To be honest, after what Kaila told us, it was the last thing I expected to see." Helen shrugged, walking around the bed to the unoccupied side."I was just, uhm..." I tried again, feeling like a bit of an idiot. She knew very well what I was doing. "I was still in the mood."Helen climbed onto the bed, pulling the sheets. When we are in this room, your not allowed to wear clothes unless I say so. Your not allowed to look me in the eye unless I say so. I will shave your pussy and it will stay trimmed. You will have your hair pulled up in a bun when we play. If you don’t follow any of my rules you will be punished. No amount of begging will get you out of it either, so don’t think that if you whine you’ll get out of it. And you will call me Sir. Do you understand my rules?”I just stood there ,. You can be the slave, the queen, the happy-go-lucky slut, the student getting learned, the master teaching her pupils, etcetera. If you’re the antagonist, you’re making it a competition between the men and you. This is where things can get… nasty.” “I am intrigued.” “I thought you would be. You see, the antagonist either is the victim or the competitor. A victim makes the act a ‘them vs me’ situation, thereby making the group’s goal to humiliate her, force her to come against her will, and make. I even wondered if Ann still had hers. I knew that the maidenhead existed, but that was about the extent of my knowledge, and I probably would not recognize one if I saw it.All I knew for sure was that the presence of a maidenhead proved virginity, but the lack of one proved nothing. I had heard that a woman could break her maidenhead while riding a horse, though a side-saddle would make that less likely. However, there were few side-saddles in Texas, so I did not think that they were much help.