We hired a maid.The inspector didn't like that one bit. Threats were made, but certain accommodations could be made if Wendy only cooperated. She sugg...ested a place to put his cooperation. He became insistent. She shot him in the balls with her LadySmith.Police arrived, she was taken into custody. My father arrived at the jail with the State Police and a State Supreme Court Judge. They were not allowed admittance. They came in anyway.A forcible rape was being attempted. Arrests were made. The. I tried to run but I couldn't. He showed me awful things. He… He made me do awful things." "Did he hurt you? Did you hurt yourself?" "No but… He made me... He tricked me… I think had sex with him." "He raped you? I have never heard of possession that invo…" "It wasn't rape. I mean, at the time I wanted to, I wanted him. But I didn't want to. I couldn't stop myself. I wanted to fuck him, he came in me. I was so scared and angry. It felt so good. I feel like my body wasn't mine. I'm just so. I stopped shaking in a few minutes. Sasha left the room and returned with a cup of green tea. I let him put it in my hand. I brought it to my lips and took a sip. A feeling of calm spread inside me, like the warmth of the tea dissipating in my throat. I drank some more. ‘You were in rough shape last night. I wasn’t sure what to do.’ ‘I have absolutely no recollection of how we got here.’ ‘That doesn’t surprise me. It took me a long time to convince you to leave the airport and to come with. But not being with you felt worse. We can’t win here can we?’‘No, we should have called a stop to things way before now. It would have been easier to stop nothing than something.’‘We haven’t wanted to stop have we?’‘No.’‘So how do we make this work? How can we make sure we don’t get caught?’‘We can’t. If we carry on, we take that risk.’‘I want to take that risk.’‘Are you sure?’‘Are you sure?’‘No. It scares me. When I let myself think about all the people’s lives that will be affected if we get.